Maybe I need a new sponsor

Day 17 of being sober. Oops, I didn’t realize I skipped so many days of the blog. I didn’t write when I was out of town, and then I was playing catch-up all day yesterday. I just came back from an AA meeting this evening, but I think my sponsor is totally flaking out on me.

We were supposed to meet afterwards to read, but I waited half an hour after the meeting for her, and then she wanted to reschedule. I think she’s going through some personal stuff with her boyfriend. Maybe she doesn’t have time to sponsor me right now.  I hate feeling rejected, which is silly because I’ve only known her two weeks.

My cell phone battery died when I was out of town for the weekend, so maybe I’ve been flaky too. I don’t know, maybe I should look for a new sponsor. I knew it wasn’t a good sign when she was an hour late last week. Or maybe I’m just looking for an excuse not to go through the work of the 12 steps.

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